It should be so…

It should be so mysterious that you would keep seeking for it, and at some point, learn to let it go.

– icydelight

Sometimes I feel like I’ve been tortured to live like this. To find something that I want badly and be ready to accept that maybe I can’t have it. I want it to be certain. Yes I would have it, or no, I wouldn’t have it. But…

What’s so surprising about predicted things?

What’s so special about owning something that you don’t really want?

God wants you to get the best, more than anyone else want you to get it. He just.. sometimes need to test you whether you will love the things He gave you more than Himself or not. The same thing happened to Abraham when he find a courage to sacrifice his only son to God. The rest of the story? We all know it 🙂

Who, When, How

Totally clueless about God’s plan on this area (also all areas, actually. LOL?!). Who, when, how. 3 basic questions, that I couldn’t stop asking. I’m tired of guessing, I’m tired of waiting. I said to Daddy, “I know the theories already, I have learned from other couples. Let me do the real thing. Let me let me..” But still.. no clue. Then.. again.. let’s just wait patiently & grow beautifully 🙂 Meanwhile.. just enjoy what you have now & stop being so worried. Tee-hee.

Currently I have 3 books on my reading list: Boy meets Girl, Lady in Waiting and the Indonesian’s Tuhan Masih Menulis Cerita Cinta. Thanks to my sis Eunike for giving me this book (TMMCC) as my birthday gift on Aug 2012 (yet I haven’t finished reading it. Also your Boy meets Girl eun!!! T___T)